Tuesday, February 10, 2009

The Greatest Treasure

An Exposition of Psalm 139

David is well known as a “man after God’s own heart.” It is a title that was bestowed upon him by God, no less. But, even as a man that loved and worshiped God with all his heart, David was not without his faults. He made mistakes, demonstrated bad judgment and failed miserably from time to time. Perhaps the greatest failure of his life was when he chose to send his armies to battle as he, their king and leader, remained home in the safety and luxury of his palace. Out of that bad decision and poor demonstration of leadership arises one of the most sordid chapters of David’s life.

While his armies were at war David was lounging on the rooftop of his palace, watching another man's wife bathe. Eventually David committed adultery with Bathsheba. And, when she conceived a child, he had her husband killed to cover up his sin. When all was said and done David felt like his secret was safe. His darkest secret was hidden from everyone. His throne was secure. However, while David had successfully concealed his sin from those around him, God knew what David did.

Eventually David learned a powerful lesson. God wasn’t content to let David continue to drift further and further from him. Instead, God sent the prophet Nathan to confront David with his sin. And, by exposing his wrong and convicting him, God led David to a place of repentance where, although the consequences of his sin were not erased, the sin itself was forgiven. It was some time after this that David composed the beautiful words of Psalm 139.

At a casual glance the song would seem to be all about the knowledge of God. However, the Psalm is set in motion by the first verse which proclaims more than just the incredible knowledge of God. The Psalmist says, Lord, you have searched ME and known ME! While the Psalm is an incredible testimony to the inexhaustible knowledge of God, it is more then that. It is a personal statement of the fact that God sees and knows You as an individual

God knows everything that there is to know about you. You can’t hide anything from him. He sees the secrets of your heart. He looks upon the innermost part. He knows what no one else knows. Those things that you have hidden away deep within the recesses of your heart that nobody else knows about, God knows. That thing you thought you got away with, that incident you thought was concealed, God knows about that too.

The Psalmist begins in verse one by saying that the Lord has “searched me” and “known me.” The Hebrew word for “searched” originally means to dig, and is applied to the search for precious metals. The Psalmist said, Lord you have dug around in my life and have exposed everything that is there. I may have buried some things in hopes of concealing them, but you, O Lord, have searched them out. You know everything about me.

Not only do you know what is inside me, the Psalmist shares, but you are constantly aware of where I am and what I’m doing. You know when I sit down and you see me when I rise up. You discern my thoughts from afar. Lord, you even know what I’m thinking. From far away from me, you hear the secret thoughts of my heart. That’s getting pretty intimate my friend.

You see, the Psalm isn’t just about the vast knowledge of God, it makes that knowledge personal. David said, in verse three, "You searched out my path and my lying down. You, Lord, are acquainted with all my ways." He said, "Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. Not only do you know what I’m thinking, but Lord you know what I’m going to say even before I say it."

The tongue, according to James, is the most difficult member of our body to control but it possesses great power. With the tongue you can speak life or even death, you can build up or tear down. The tongue is this unruly member of the body that is difficult to contain. But it is of the tongue that David now speaks. He says, "Lord I have trouble controlling my tongue. I don’t always know what I’m going to say next, but Lord you know even before I do!" This is how well God knows you. He knows what you are going to say even before you say it.

David said in verse five, you have hemmed me in. You go before me and follow up behind me. You have laid your hand upon me. It boggles the human mind to think of this kind of personal involvement on the part of God in the life of every human being. With over 6 Billion people in the world today, this kind of knowledge would simply overpower our minds. There is no way we could ever be consciously aware of 6 billion people and know every thing about them all of the time. But, to God this is no problem. God, without confusion, beholds as distinctly the actions of every man, as if that man were the only one alive.

When David contemplates the wonder of that truth, he declares, in verse six, that "such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain it." There is simply no way that you can even begin to grasp the absolute fullness of God’s knowledge of you. You may have convinced yourself that you don’t really matter, that no one is really that concerned with you. But God, knows you intimately. He know you in a way that I can’t even begin to describe to you.

Not only that, but he knows where you are. The Psalmist said, "Where shall I go from your Spirit. Or where shall I flee from your presence? If I ascend to heaven, you are there! If I make my bed in Hell, you are there! If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me." You can’t escape the presence of God. You can’t conceal yourself from his all-seeing eye.

The Psalmist goes on in verse eleven, "If I say, surely the darkness shall cover me, and the light about me be night, even the darkness is not dark to you; the night is bright as the day, for darkness is as light with you." Men love darkness, because they believe the can hide their deeds there. But David said, even the darkness doesn’t hide me from you. You see me even when I hide myself from view. When I conceal myself behind closed doors and turn out all the lights, still yet the darkness is light to you and you see me and know me. There is nothing I can do, nowhere I can go, no hiding place I can find that will conceal me from you.

David said, in verse fourteen, "I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there were none of them."

And then he comes to the reason for the Psalm. Finally in verse seventeen we find the point of this entire song. David said, "How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!" This is the point of the Psalm. David treasures the knowledge of God. David said I delight in your thoughts O Lord. I’m glad that you know me. I count it among my greatest treasures that you have such vast knowledge of my life.

Not many men would welcome an in-depth look into all their affairs and dealings. Not many men would be comfortable with someone else looking in upon their innermost feelings. However the Psalmist says, in reference to God’s incredible knowledge of his life, your thoughts are precious to me! I delight in the fact that you know me. I am comforted by your vast knowledge of my life.

The key to David’s delight is found in the final phrase of the Psalm. This vast knowledge of God, David says, leads me into the way everlasting. I treasure your knowledge, O Lord, because without it I will never make heaven my home.

As he Remembers the time when he was caught in the web of his own deceit, when he had convinced himself that he had hidden his sin and that somehow he would escape its consequences, David is now thankful for the man of God that confronted him with God's knowledge of his life. Because David now realizes that, without the conviction that was brought upon him by the probing eyes of God, he might have never repented for his sin.

As he looks back at that dark chapter of his life he sees the hand of God leading him back to the way everlasting. And he takes great delight in the fact that he can’t hide anything from God. As a matter of fact, in light of God’s incredible knowledge the Psalmist comes to this powerful conclusion in verse twenty-three. "Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting!"

This is the conclusion of the matter. David invites the Lord to search him anew. Dig through my heart and my life. Search mo, O God, and know my heart! Find everything that is within me, reveal every secret sin that might be hidden, don’t let anything escape your gaze. Because, above everything else, I want to stay in that way everlasting.

"Try me," David says. The terminology comes from the forging of metal. David invites the Lord, “Try me. Test me. Put me through the trial.” Do what ever you have to do to me, O Lord, to secure my soul for eternity. Know my thoughts, know my intentions. Judge my inner heart. Know everything there is to know about me. Because I understand that by that knowledge of me you will lead me to everlasting life. If there’s anything in me that’s not like you Lord, I can trust you to reveal it to me.

This, my friend, is the message of Psalm 139. If you will humble yourself before God, if you will surrender control of your life to him, he, by virtue of his vast knowledge of your life, will lead you to eternal life. His convicting spirit will reveal flaws and faults in your life. His penetrating gaze will make sin uncomfortable in his presence. If you will invite the searching of the Lord, he will lead you in his perfect way. This is what we need, more than anything else. We need God to search our lives and make us right.

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